Anywho, this is my life in a nutshell. born and raised in southern California. I have three kids. Johan who is 7; he'll be 8 in February. Joah who is 6; he's shy and has curly hair like his mom and the baby Jocheved (Jo hev ed ;the c is silent) she's 3. These are my whole world.
Three years ago their dad and I split up(yes my kids are all from the same person) well we didn't actually split up; he left, again. for years we had this "on and off" relationship. he couldn't handle something so he left; then come crying back. Wwell I got to a point where I decided I had enough of it and I was not doing it anymore. I told him if he leaves then he better stay gone. I guess he thought I was bluffing but three years later it's evident I wasn't.
So here I am, 27 years old and a single mom of 3 kids. I graduated high school 10 years ago and I still don't have my college degree; can you believe that. I work as a disclosure tech for a mortgage company and I am doing very well. My hope is to become an underwriter. I am currently taking online classes to get my degree in Business and Economics. I have ideas of what I want to do with my degree, but I hate how uncertain life can be and have you ever heard that saying, "if you wanna make God laugh, tell him your plans." I try to take life one day at a time because it seems like that is all I can do but then there are days I cannot stop daydreaming about the life I want to have.
Well I guess this is the beginning. Not sure what I will blog about. I might use my blog to complain about life. perhaps just to share about my day or recent events in my life. Whatever I decide to write about; I am solely writing with no care of what my readers think. If you don't want to know what really goes on in my mind than I don't encourage you to read my blogs. Especially if I know you personally. This is my open diary, my open thoughts. This will be my new venting machine, new best friend... Stay tune...
